Someone once said "Don't waste your brokenness" when you are hurt or going through pain. Thinking back years ago when someone I admired and looked up to hurt me....I was so crushed.
However, that is when the Spirit of God was so real to me as I read Psalm 147:3-5. Well, this week has been actually more heart breaking than back then. Last evening I was monitoring (for the Journey to the Cross) the room with the "veil" torn from top to bottom. Matthew 27:50 "Jesus cried out again with a loud voice and yielded up the ghost. And behold the veil of the temple was torn in two from the top to the bottom and the earth quaked and the rocks were split....." As I sat there thinking on how Jesus must have felt. His Father turned His back on Him. Is that how ____ felt when I so abruptly called to cancel Easter dinner. Why do I say/do things so abruptly? Could it be that I get frustrated because of no returned calls, emails and texts? Calling to ask if I can come to be a help and the answer is "no" ( so many times )? Lord, you were my focus last evening for two hours as I thought of how the veil was torn from top to bottom allowing us to come to You personally to pray and ask for forgiveness and comfort. Lord I ask again for your healing of my heart and of the one I have hurt. Thinking of the song "I'm forgiven...because You were forsaken" as I feel forsaken. Help me Lord not to waste my brokenness.
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